It has been over a year now. I have no idea what you are up to these days other than vague out-dated reports from you. I wish things could have worked out differently. I cared and still care more about you than you will ever know. I miss you each and every day, even if I shouldn't. You were the closest friend I have ever had. My heart is heavy because I feel like we screwed it up. Instead of having a good friend, I now have a ghost. I miss you.